Sunday, October 23

A pleasant dream, for once

I had a pretty nice dream last night. Actually, only one part of it was nice, because this dream was a variation on one of my "I have to save the world" dreams. Except everything went horribly wrong this time and I don't think I actually did save the world. However, that part of the dream is really long and confusing and I don't have that much time so I'll just tell you the good part.

I had just finished brewing a potion that would aid in the creation of this being that would save the world and I left the facility by the back door. This roughly 16 year old guy that looked vaguely like Andy Butterfield (who played Romeo for the Marin Shakespeare Company) was chasing me down this hill. It was all in fun, we were laughing and yelling false insults at each other, until he leapt forward and wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me to the ground. I twisted myself on my back and he pinned me on the ground with his arms on my shoulders. Then he kissed me. And it was good. And I liked it. And he did it again and I was like, euphoric.

And this was such a great dream because the last time I had a dream in which someone kissed me, he practically raped me and his mouth tasted foul, whereas this guy was "sweet" like they say in books. I feel kind of like Erik, where only in my dreams does someone love me for myself.

Wow, my dream sounds really dirty. It was actually very innocent and cute. So. You're probably like, "Wow, how does she have friends?" Well that's because I can write anything I want on this site so I don't have to risk my friendships by telling them things they don't want to hear.

I practically live for my dreams, for dreams are the only place I can find Erik. Even though Erik wasn't in this dream.

I just lost my train of - Oh yeah I remember now. I was going to make a list.

Words/ Phrases that give the the chills for no apparent reason:
- The word 'man' sung at either an E or B with a slight English accent, as in "You said yourself he was nothing but a man" or "And in the boat, there was a man"
-"...Was but a dream within a dream"
-Fire alone can save our clan
-The word 'nosotros' which means 'we' in Spanish
-'Fate links thee to me forever and a day!'

So that's about all I wanted to say today. ttyl!

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