Newsflash

Sarah Brightman's actually alive!!! Wow. I didn't know that. That's awesome. I'm not going to bore you with another monologue about me wishing Erik was here, but I'll share a poem with you that I wrote kind of to him. My mind works in strange ways. I want to tell Erik how much I love him. But I can't. So I want to tell someone my angst. I want to tell him about my angst. But I can't. So then I get depressed and want Erik to comfort me. But he doesn't. Then I want to tell him that I still love him even though he doesn't love me. But I can't. Then the cycle repeats itself. Here's that poem. It's called "Thought You Would Know" (If anyone scams this off of me and they get rich and famous, I will sue you for fraud!!) (Plus only I know how the melody goes)

Thought you would know
How it feels to be alone
But it seems you only care
For your own loneliness

Thought you could show
What it's like to love another
But you only saw yourself
And now I have no one to seek for guidance

Thought you would know
WHat it's like to walk a lonely path
That we could somehow meet halfway
So how similar our stories are

Thought you could love
Someone else who shared your pain
But instead you blew your life
On impossible dreams and goals

THought we could share
One lifetime of misery
And change it to a glorious one
Of you and me together

THought you could change
And embrace someone like you
But the shunned shut out the world
As the world denied them too

Thought you could see
How good you'd be for me
And I'd be there for you
As lovers do

Thought you could forgive me
For the distance we're apart
The years and miles alike
Our love would have no boundaries

Thought I could reach through to you
And change your world forever
But I guess I came too late
So turn around and face your fate
So turn around and face your fate

Well that's the song, don't know if it made any sense, I wrote it while I was on a bike ride and then got it on the computer when I got back. ttyl!